Gamushara ni nani ka wo sagashiteta Tsumazuite mo ii kara maeni
Baka geteru no wa wakatteru
Tada koukaisenu you hashiru no sa
Shinraidekiru no wa jibun dake de
Nakama nante irana katta
Nani mo kamo ni mukatteita yaiba
Shishun no hane wa moroku hakanai
Tsuyokunaritai hitori de ikiru tsuyosa wo
Honto wa uragirareru no ta kowai dake
Nigete bakari ja nani hitotsu kawaranai to
Wakatte iru no ni kawarenu boku ga iru
Hokorashige ni kazashiteta kodoku to iu puraido wa
Yakunitatanu risou e to nigeru tame no hane datta
Hokorashige ni kazashiteta jiko shuchou to iu riot
Kono hikari no mukou ni wa jiyuu nado nakattan da
Teenage Bluely Days
Areteita mainichi ni oboretetan da
Kizuitara kodoku seotteta
Tsurakatta, honto wa hitori nante
Nozonde nakattan da
Tsuyogatte bakari ja honto no kao wasurechau kara
Tama ni chikara wo nuite dareka ni tayoru koto mo danji desu
Kizutsuite, kizutsuite, kizutsuite nakitai toki wa
Ozora ni mukatte oogoe de sakende mite
I dont want to forget to myself
I want to do it as I am
Konna yowai boku no o tame ni senaka oshite kureta shichi ya
Haha ya nakama no hagemasu koe ga boku ni hikari kuremashita
Hokorashige ni kazashiteta kodoku to shishunkizu wa
Yakunitatanu risou e to nigeru tame no hane datta
Aoku hareta ano sora ni jiyuu ga aru to suru nara
Kono hokoritakaki hane ga chigiretemo kamawanai
Boku wa hashiridashiteta gamushara ni sora wo megakete
Hane wo hiroge tobitatta rakka ten wa jiyuu na no dato
Subarashiki kazoku wo mochi subarashiki nakama wo motte
Saikou no hibi datta umare kawattara mata
I was frantically looking for something
it's okay to stumble, so go forward
I know it's foolish,
I just run on without regret
the only one I can trust is myself,
I didn't need friends
the fangs I bared at anything and everything
sexual stuff in adolescence is delicate and fleeting
I wanna be strong,
give me the strength to live on my own
honestly, I was just scared of betrayal
I knew that nothing would change if I kept running away
but I couldn't change myself.
the loneliness I prided myself on was a pair of wings
to escape to my worthless dreams
the self assertion I prided myself on called 'RIOT'
there was no freedom,
nothing beyond this light.
Teenage Bluely Days
I was drowning in each rough new day
before I knew it I was shouldering such loneliness
It was hard. To be honest, I really didn't want to be on my own.
since always pretending to be strong makes one forget one's true face
it's important to occassionally loosen up
and rely on others
hurt... when you want to cry, face the great big sky and scream out in a loud voice
that you want to forget yourself, so you can keep being who you are.
the encouraging voices of my father, my mother, and my friends spurred on,
even one so weak as myself, they gave me light the loneliness and pain of my youth
that I prided myself onwere a pair of wings
to escape to my worthless dreams
if there's freedom to be had in that clear blue sky
I wouldn't care if these wings I'm soproud of were torn off
I began running, frantically aiming for the sky
I spread my wings and flew away, and the spot where I fell was 'freedom'.
with a wonderful family, and wonderful friends these were the best days of my life, if I'm reborn
let's meet again...